Twentythirteen

Hola.

Almost setahun setengah tak jenguk sini. Too busy for nothing huh. Sib baik still ingat password. :)
Feeling so good dapat masuk sini. Lets see sejauh mana boleh merapu lagi.

2013 officially status yatim piatu. And this year sampai mati pun takkan lupa. Worse, bad, suck year for me. Banyak benar benda yang jadi di luar jangkaan. Tu namanya life. Worse part, dalam satu masa, dua orang hilang. Gone forever.

After all, me decide jadi chips more.Hahaha kejap ada kejap takde. Bertapa to find the best way to adapt my life back. Ayah, he left me suddenly. Manusia paling cool. Manusia paling sabar. Him. Until now, gue masih terbayang wajah dia di hari terakhir. So so so tenang. And until now, every friday night gue still waiting for his call, but..Al-Fatihah.

Day by day, me boleh adapt life without him. Life must goes on aite. Cam mana buruk, teruk pun keadaan tu, selagi bernafas kena hadap jugak. And between that, everything happens for a reason. Tak sure camne boleh get thru that situation till hari ini. Syukur. And thank you to my friends yang tak  pernah jemu menjenguk gue masa tengah down dulu.

Gue done. Marah? Nope. Jeles? Nope. Sakit hati? Nope. Just terkilan sebab when i really need someone ada bila time kritikal cam tu, tapi takde. Its okay then. Noted. Sometimes,  we cannot expect orang ada ngan kamu always eventho nyawa di hujung tanduk.

Well, cakap  memang senang bla..bla..bla bla..tapi bila dah kena sendiri..sangat perit. Pepe pun,
anggaplah semua ni takdir. Makin banyak dugaan, makin boleh fikir lebih positif. Maybe yang jadi ni  sebab diri sendiri. DIA bayar kat gue dengan cara cam ni. Accepted.

Eventho DIA bagi banyak-banyak-banyak- banyak feeling yang tak best, DIA juga bagi something yang make me always smile. Tq YY.

Oooo..well 2013. You are suck but gue like. Don't talk too much. Selesa dengan keadaan sekarang.
Kawan tak ramai takpe, janji masa nak mati, muka-muka ni je la yang boleh harap.

Whooo...senang. Satu entry untuk setahun punya cite. Ahaks. By the way, gue doa yang baik-baik untuk manusia-manusia yang sentiasa berhati baik. Kalau dipanjangkan umur, see you next year.

Thank you so much to EM, KH, SS, IA,A, M,L, doc chantek and of course LY who always there for me. I know DIA will pay you guys.

Till then..::m::